i'm now 3o years old- ive aged physically- im bald, ive had a horrendously traumaqtic life and ive missed out on being employed, having ' any ' relationships basically everything, education, qualifications never happened etc.
1) i have borderline personality disorder and ptsd.
2) i live in a small one bedroom flat, i own no possessions except a computer....i live on sickness welfare.
3) ive lived on my own for 3 years - never been employed - never made any relationships in life with either gender.
4) ive been refered for therapy and have to wait.
5) i have a long mental health past, record %26amp; a minor criminal one going back 8 years.
6) dont have any social support network except a few online friends %26amp; parents who can be domineering at times and who ive not always gotten along with.
7) i have physical worries : frequent urination, aching joints that are weak - cracking in the skin on the head of my penis - waiting to see a dermatologist.
8) i have physical imperfections.
What are the chances for accomplishing my dreams %26amp; goals considering im at major disadvantages in life ?
Your chances are what you make of them. You say you've missed out on being employed--people can't find you if you aren't asking around. There are thousands of job opportunities, and it sounds like you have a fairly solid understanding with computers. This, with a little bit of work, could be a great place to land a job from your own home even. Unfortunately, this world is driven by cash, so the job is the first thing you need to get under your belt. After that's done, maybe ask your parents for some support to move somewhere into the UK while you get situated. If I were you, I would start emailing companies that have computer jobs needed long in advance before moving, so you aren't stuck there too long without a job (or if the job you got beforehand could be continued where you moved, go for it). If you can successfully hold a job and move to the UK, I think you will find things start to shape up dramatically. Find a church to go to--you NEVER know who you will find there that will lend a caring hand. I think in your case, all of your goals can be accomplished, with a little bit of determination. You are only 30, and you have plenty of time to work on these things. Go for it, and see what you can do. Good luck.
Reply:the only person who can help you is yourself..
you can turn your life round only you have to believe you can.
dont be so hard on yourself aim 4 one goal at a time.. stay positive and things will start to go your way
Reply:ain't life peachy
Reply:it is never too late to start working for what you want..
like they say, better late than never :)
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